Fear of Something

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I am scared,
Scared of losing
Scared of attachments,
Scared of people
Scared of life.
I have always been
In the dark room
The room
that hardly shines.
Lights in my room
were hardly I could
feel
There was something
That I could never
Revel.
The love life has
Always been resembling
My broken string,
To which
I kept
Tieing the
Knots
And making up the bonds
But then
At the end
I am tired
All fed up
Really confused
About the things
Not getting
Complete
I have fear,
Of losing you
Losing the ones
I LOVE, coz
That's the only
Lost I have
ALWAYS
Ever suffered,
And with that
Comes the loneliness
The feeling of being
Deprived
The feeling of left behind
Feeling
Of broken self
And then losing
Myself in all those
Creating chaos
In my life
And at the end
I just feel
Deadly alive
The person I am.
-Gami ❤

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