Letter to someone who got me stuck at this end

Hey dear love...

Hi... How are you...? I hope you are doing well without me... Neither am I trying to suppress upon my importance nor am I taunting but just to remind you once upon a happy time I used to be your lucky charm. May be now too like, you are still to me... Haha, well to be honest, You still mean everything to me, like you always did... I still co-relate most of my life incidents and moments happening or what I go through, almost everything without you,but WITH YOU ❣️...  With you my life is a happy place.. Yeah talking about now...Ha though not your presence but atleast it has your essence...yeah I know now your presence, I mean the physical presence would hardly be felt but by I always have you by my side.

LIKE,

Sitting at the back seat of the car still gives me the warmth of your arms, the odour of your perfume mixes up with the air I breathe, enhances my mood,the feeling of your lips on my forhead, still gives me goosebumps, your fingers playing with my hair and your one hand entangled into mine, you rubbing your thumb against my palm feeling the texture of my skin.
With your left hand you pull my cheek and tell me how happy you feel when I am around but with a tear rolling down from my left eye first,
OK,

let me  confess the truth.
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I burst out feeling the presence of your absence and my urge to be with you, you by my side increases everytime I come out of my day dream. You know how alone I feel when I see everyone around me happy. Some of our common friends still think we are dating and they, without any wrong intention, ask about you, ask about us. They call us ideal, but in turn I narrate the hard truth that no matter how hard we tried, destiny had different plans for us.

Do you remember the time you said once “ baby we have enough memories of  tonight that If I get stuck in something and won’t be able to call or talk by any medium you can relive them until I am back. It’s just a matter of three days, my Love, and then we will be as we were.
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I think it was not for those three days, it was for this time I am living and going through. I wish I could take those seriously and confess to you how easy those three days were even when we were not regularly connected, but
Baby you know what? You live inside me, from where no one can ever steal you. I will ALWAYS love you and that’s the only thing that keeps me going.

-Gamini♥️